If I had three lives, I’d marry you in two.

The other one? Perhaps, the one I want to pursue.

I’d go to libraries to read a book for free.

Maybe study hard and get my bachelor’s degree.



No kids, just two cats in a fuzzy sweater.

I’ll sit on my balcony to write a memoir letter.

I’d buy an apartment in front of a flowy river.

Gaze up high and pray and pray until I quiver.



I would stroll along the beaches of northern Italy.

Perhaps, exploring Vienna and visiting every charming little city.

I’d be healthier in that life – no problems and sad cries.

No more comparison, just two grateful eyes.



I would be an anonymous author of books that people adore.

I would listen to jazz music and swim along the shore -

Friends to laugh with and enjoy a glass of wine.

At times, I would’ve wondered if I’ll ever find you again in this lifetime.

-A.L